Believing that he was the one that I would spend the rest of my life with, I am shown that i was wrong.
I loved and trusted like i have no other guy.
I stood by as he took his time on realizing that i was a better girl that would treat him as he deserved.
Maybe i wasnt the love of his life but just a better option.
One can tell when the other is loosing interest,
especially when you have tried to be a good girlfriend.
I dont know what hurts more the break up or knowing that it was coming.
I dont want to say i wasted the last 4 years & 4 months of my life or regret it. I dont. I also dont hold a grudge.
But I do wish he would of been clear on how he felt about me than lead me on.
Yes 4 yrs is a very long time for a guy that had never been with an another girl. Maybe he finally is wondering how it feels to be with another. BUt really? That just shows thats its not really love.
He could of been less of a jerk and maybe not said all the shit he said. Honestly its not that i dont care but WHY fight for his love when he doesnt feel the same and trap him?
HE should be the one to realize that what he left is what he really wants. If not then it wasnt meant to be.
It was hard seeing him collect his belongings and going on with out him, What do I do now?
